How Things Change

I’ve had the same theme on this website for quite a while and, for the last year or so, I’ve been getting really sick of how rubbish it looked. The reason I didn’t change it straight away is because I wanted to create my own custom theme, but unfortunately that takes a lot of time, which I currently don’t have. For now I’ve installed this theme, which I think looks quite nice, although I might alter the header at some point. If there are any bugs on here (which is probably inevitable) then please tweet me.

Looking at my old theme made me think about how much I must’ve changed since I started blogging: I don’t know what on earth possessed me to put such an atrocious theme on this blog, along with such a rubbish header and introduction box. If I went onto a website that had my old theme installed on it, I would probably leave, yet somehow 15 (ish) year old me decided that it was wonderful. The blue colour that I used on the blog, is the colour that I have used ever since I’ve owned this domain, and for sentimental reasons (or something like that) I didn’t really want to let poor old #3399CC go. However, I think I’ve grown up enough to choose a theme on the basis of appearance and usability, rather than a colour.

Thinking about how odd my choice of theme seems to be now prompted me to read back on my old posts to see what they were like…. I think ‘not amazing’ would be a very kind way to describe them. I’m not saying that I am an amazing blogger now – by no means are my blog posts fantastically interesting – but at least I use proper grammar and don’t type in such an annoying manner. Honestly, who the hell puts ‘”cya” after every post and an exclamation mark at the end of almost every sentence. How I loathe younger me.

Perhaps I am being a little hard on myself. I think that many people my age will read back on something that they wrote a year or two ago and think: “why on Earth would I write that!?” Our younger selves are of a constant embarrassment, in fact, I’ll probably read back on this post in a few years and immediately think, “hypocrite.”

That’s all for now. To younger me: sorry for insulting you, but please, have better taste. To future me: try not to be too mean when you’re judging me. Cya.

  • Mark_primrose

    Carl the younger you was awesome! Maybe not quite as awesome as the present you, but still! Reading your ‘How things change’ blog led me to nostalgically recalling all the fun times we’ve had, especially the Granny Grillys projects! We should definitely catch up soon! Can’t wait to work with you again, if you’re willing, on my A2 media coursework!   By the way, I loved your Xmas party video! You sir have upped your game! Looks pro!

    Keep blogging ;) love Mark xxx